Tulips

It’s the tulip time of year and today as I was driving I saw so many sweet and perfect tulips. My favorite were the beds in the Dunkin Donuts drive-thru. I was able to snap a photo.

I spent the day updating signage for the farm. They’re opening up this weekend for ice cream for the summer. Ice cream available right across the street is a pretty sweet treat.

I had a lot of time to think today as I worked and painted. I’m thinking about the in between place in the healing process. It’s when you start to notice your patterns and how they’re hurting you and you decide to change some things. But the patterns are habits. The patterns are your brain doing what it’s made to do – find a groove and stay in it. And that makes it damn hard to change. So you have to be in the in between place for a while. It sucks. I guess that’s all I want to say. It sucks to be in that spot. So, if you’re there like I am right now – I feel your pain, my friend. Let’s be gentle with ourselves.

I read this today:
I will love the light for it shows me the way, yet I will endure the darkness because it shows me the stars.
– Og Mandino

Thanks for reading today’s entry in my daily blog.  My goal here is to practice noticing. I try to write about small things and I try to keep it light. Sometimes I write about creativity or healing. And sometimes I write about my dogs or what I cooked for dinner. Writing daily here is a way for me to shine a light back on my life and help me see.

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