It didn’t really occur to me that I was depressed. I was certain I was failing at life. I watched other people - family, friends, random shoppers at the grocery store, the couple on the next towel at the beach. I watched and I studied. Sometimes we made eye contact. Wait a minute, I thought … Continue reading Why I Write
Dear old me, I remember how it feels to know there has to be a different way. There is a different way, you just have to find it. There’s a whole life waiting for you. And it’s time. I know you can’t see that path running parallel to the one you’re on now, but it’s … Continue reading A letter to me
I read this: Live in the moment… Be here now… This moment is all there is… Enjoy the present moment… I heard this: Forget about everything else in your life! Forget about all the shit you did in the past! Don’t think about how that person hurt you! And the future – who cares?! Who … Continue reading This Moment
Your body is tired. Your mind is tired. It’s been ages since they were at peace. Were they ever? Your soul is awake and full of light. I’ve been here waiting. Speaking, drowned out by the noise. You heard me. I know this because of all those times. Those times you heard me beyond the … Continue reading The Art of Letting Go
It feels really good to say, “I don’t know what I’m doing.” I used to work hard at figuring things out. How to make myself look good. How to be a wife. How to work in the business world. How to be a mother. We’re talking about big stuff here. It was everything. I never … Continue reading I don’t know what I’m doing.