Dear sensitive people,The world is crying out for your gifts. And at the same time, the world is telling you to toughen up, to not feel, to push through, to get over it. It’s confusing as hell. The world wants your art, your ear and your wisdom. But it doesn’t know what to give you … Continue reading November 23, 2021
You sit on a throne of lies. #creativity #theartistsway #multipotentialite #gaslighting #elf
The boys are back in school after vacation. Christian is away for work. The house was very quiet today. Lot's of running the kids around after school. That's pretty normal for this time of year. It's just that it feels like a shock to the system after this past year of slowing down. The 80's … Continue reading Purple Ball
Writing here each day has allowed me to see the natural waves of my days and weeks and months. I feel good, I feel like myself, I'm moving forward. And then something happens to disrupt the flow. I don't feel well or one of the kids had a bad day or it's a full moon. … Continue reading Notice
Today I reset. Clean the house. Re-organize the bathrooms. Catch up on laundry. Since the beginning of the year, I've been putting more structure into my days and weeks. It has been extremely helpful to me. I've been pretty good at making Sunday, the good ol' day of rest. But not this Sunday. This was … Continue reading Reset
I am sitting in my car as I write this. I'm parked in the back lot of the shopping plaza where Charlie's driving school is located. He's out on his first on-road driving lesson with an instructor. He's been driving plenty with Christian over the past few months. Christian says he's a good driver but … Continue reading Wednesday, March 17, 2021
When we grow up in a family, we are groomed for a role. Everyone in the family has a role. We're kids when this happens, so we don't have a choice of what role we're assigned. Nobody is saying, Okay Pam, you are the one who puts yourself last. Now go. It's all unconscious. It's … Continue reading Sunday, March 14, 2021
I really like getting up early. I like the quiet time in the house before anyone else wakes up. But, I'm on the 3am-4am wake up schedule again and I can't shake it. And then I'm in bed at 8pm and the cycle continues. So as I write this I am sleepy. Very sleepy. I … Continue reading Thursday, February 4, 2021
Pam Moore Gainer 