I really like getting up early. I like the quiet time in the house before anyone else wakes up. But, I'm on the 3am-4am wake up schedule again and I can't shake it. And then I'm in bed at 8pm and the cycle continues. So as I write this I am sleepy. Very sleepy. I … Continue reading Thursday, February 4, 2021
Tag: present moment
Sunday, January 31, 2021
I spent a couple of hours cleaning this morning. I really don't like cleaning. But, who does, right? I will procrastinate every damn time. But, when it's done, I am so happy. I love the feeling of a clean house. Christian went down to the pond first thing with Mike and cleared the snow off … Continue reading Sunday, January 31, 2021
Tuesday, January 19, 2021
One of those days where you just feel off. I think it's something in the air. Normally spacey me became twice as spacey. I'm getting better at accepting these days happen. Old Pam would've beat up on herself. Wes is back in school after the long weekend, Charlie still doing school from home. Our town … Continue reading Tuesday, January 19, 2021
Sunday, January 17, 2021
Today was a two movie day! Hook and The King of Staten Island. Two movies full of heart and I loved them both. Christian took the boys for a hike. I stayed home and enjoyed the quiet house. Crazy to think we've been all in the house together, for the most part, for ten months. … Continue reading Sunday, January 17, 2021
Saturday, January 16, 2021
It rained all morning. On my way to the grocery store, the car was quiet except for the rain hitting the roof. It was comforting. It made me remember being in the backseat of my mom's station wagon. The brook was raging today, full from the night's rain. I passed a tree the beavers had … Continue reading Saturday, January 16, 2021